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Waking up

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I'm pretty sure most people just work the system because it's ingraved in them from a young age to do so. Go to school. Get a job. Get married. Have kids. Work until your sixty. Die. Corporations and the goverment have been sneaky. If we ever leave the system, if we ever break out, they cant control us. They cant make money from us. And no, they most certainly cant have that.  When you go to job interviews, you sometimes get asked, "Where do you see yourself in five years?" I've never know how to answer that question so I've always lied. The other day I thought to myself, "How has my life changed in the last five years?" Fact of the matter is... It hasn't. Some people may like that. They study their whole life for a career they always wanted so to look back in five years to find they've been doing what they love is a sussess. They are winning at life. I'm sorry, but that's not for me. For me to look back on my life to se
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Darkness

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The thing about the darkness is that its scary at first. You don't want to go there and if you know people that have been there without actually have been yourself, its terrifying. However, once you've stepped foot in the darkness and take their cold, dead hand, you start to realise something. The darkness is warm and inviting. Its like an old friend you haven't seen in years. Its like a nice warm blanket on a cold winters night. Its comforting and relaxing. Almost like you can let go of everything you have ever thought about and just exist. The past doesn't exist anymore and neither does the future. You are just atoms, lying there, barley even thinking. And that's the best part. The silence, the emptiness, the call of the void. Once you've had one taste you just cant help but go back for more. More quite, more alone, more rest. And once you go back once you want to go back again and again like a drug you just can't get enough of. Feelings ar
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Broken

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The thing with being told your broken every day, especially from someone that claims they love you, is you actually start to believe it.
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Sleeping Beauty

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Sleep is a funny thing, isn't it? I have this love hate relationship when it comes to sleep. I love to sleep, I'm sure we all do. When I'm having a bad day, I can't wait to get under my covers and have a good ol' nap, forget about the day for a few hours and then hopefully wake up feeling a little better. Sometimes I go to sleep happy, excited for the day ahead of me or the eventful one I just had. Then some days, some days I hate sleep. If you think on adverage, people sleep 8 hours a night? Thats 56 hours a week wasted. 224 hours a month gone. 2688 hours a year! Not living but asleep. I get that your body needs sleep to be healthy and functioning... But whats wrong with an hour?? Sleep sometimes eludes me. There's nights where I try and try and try to sleep... But nothing. And I always think instead of putting all this time and energy TRYING to do something, spend your time doing something more important. Some day's I just feel like sleep
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Lazy World

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I feel like the whole world is lazy these days. We live all week for the weekend, all year for the summer and all life for happiness. No one really does a lot of work within the last hour of work as we all want to go home and do... Nothing. On our days off we do... Nothing. There's a whole lot of nothing going on. I think we need to change that. Don't you?
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Life As We Know It

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Life is a funny thing, isn't it? Every day life goes by and nothing changes but when you look back a month, six months, a year? Everything is different. A lot can happen in a year. A lot did happen in a year. And yet, some how... I've ended up right where i started. I've decided to take control of my life. I'm going to grab the bull by the horns and live each day as it were my last! But first, i must sleep. I have work tomorrow.
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